“I can never read all the books I want; I can never be all the people I want and live all the lives I want. I can never train myself in all the skills I want. And why do I want? I want to live and feel all the shades, tones and variations of mental and physical experience possible in life. And I am horribly limited.” --Sylvia Plath

Showing posts with label War. Show all posts
Showing posts with label War. Show all posts

Saturday, May 12, 2012

reading: Insomnia Diary by Bob Hicok

If you haven't heard of the poet Bob Hicok you are lucky because now you get to discover him. I've recently read his collection Insomnia Diary, which I highly recommend to anyone who likes, well, I really just recommend it to anyone. His poems are refreshingly honest, grounded in the everyday of the working life, yet they're also explosive, bursting with love and longing, full of images that are sometimes electric and sometimes so quiet that it hurts. As found on The Poetry Foundation's website, here is the beautiful and haunting poem, "The semantics of flowers on Memorial Day:"

Historians will tell you my uncle
wouldn't have called it World War II
or the Great War plus One or Tombstone


over My Head. All of this language
came later. He and his buddies
knew it as get my ass outta here

or fucking trench foot and of course
sex please now. Petunias are an apology
for ignorance, my confidence

that saying high-density bombing
or chunks of brain in cold coffee
even suggests the athleticism

of his flinch or how casually
he picked the pieces out.
Geraniums symbolize the secrets

life kept from him, the wonder
of variable-speed drill and how
the sky would have changed had he lived

to shout it’s a girl. My hands
enter dirt easily, a premonition.
I sit back on my uncle’s stomach

exactly like I never did, he was
a picture to me, was my father
looking across a field at wheat

laying down to wind. For a while,
Tyrants’ War and War of World Freedom
and Anti-Nazi War skirmished

for linguistic domination. If
my uncle called it anything
but too many holes in too many bodies

no flower can say. I plant marigolds
because they came cheap and who knows
what the earth’s in the mood to eat.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Thoughts on Veteran's Day, 2010

Thinking about war always makes me feel too somber, too eerie. To know that it's happening in so many places right now really chills me.

My dad was in the army for over 20 years and fought in Desert Storm. Like many veterans, I'm sure, he doesn't say much (not to us kids anyway), about his experience ever, even though 20 years have passed. This day means a lot to him.

And right now my brother's best friend from childhood is in Afghanistan. I breathed a sigh of relief today when he reappeared on Facebook after a month or so.

I hate this topic, really, so I'll stop there. Just had to get it out of me so I can fully enjoy a funny movie tonight, safe in my big warm bed.