I Am So Depressed I Feel Like Jumping in the River Behind My House but Won't Because I'm Thirty-Eight and Not Eighteen
Bring me a drink.
I need to think a little.
Paper. Pen.
And I could use the stink
of a good cigar - even
though the sun's out.
The grackles in the trees.
The grackles inside my heart.
Broken feathers and stiff wings.
I could jump.
But I don't.
You could kill me.
But you won't.
The grackles
calling to each other.
The long hours.
The long hours.
The long hours.
"And I could use the stink of a good cigar..."
ReplyDeleteI can smell the darn thing!